confessions

3:00 AM Posted by Roo

True Confessions

THE BAD:

I am still struggling with feelings of anxiety and being completely overwhelmed. I realize this has a lot to do with the fact that I've been benched since the beginning of May. Plans I made, things I had looked forward to had to be cancelled. I haven't been able to tackle as much of the unpacking at the new house as I wanted to either.

Said feelings of anxiety, frustration, etc. stress other relationships. I tend to pull away from my friends and my spouse and immerse myself in the kids. I realize this isn't ideal but it is what I do.

I have had too much ice cream this week. But hey, what can I say? All the cake was gone.

THE GOOD:

2nd appointment with the pain clinic is today. May get a 2nd shot. We'll see what the doctor says.

The cake is gone.

The playroom is 98% complete (need to touch up where the painters tape took some of the pain around the trim with it).

I've had more water this week than in the past several weeks. I'm proud of myself for that.

And there you have it...this week's confessions.

4 comments:

  1. Brooke said...

    i'm learning (the hard way of course) that getting back into it is a slow process. hard not to be frustrated with ourselves, but we need to realize that its better than not being able to do anything!!

  2. Bari said...

    Don't pull away from us girlfriend-we are here for you! You will get back into your routine and I hope your 2nd injection is all it takes. Great job on the water and the playroom! Those are accomplishments in and of themselves. ((hugs))

  3. The Doll said...

    I'm sorry to hear about your anxiety. I hate it when I have attacks. It is the worst. Great Job on the water and the playroom.

  4. *Lissa* said...

    Did you end up getting a second injection??

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